~random thoughts

How many of u felt, you need a company to share ur feelings..? How many of you have one..
a true one, to whom you can share everything..Your love, hope, tensions...how many of them will listen to you carefully..? with out interrupting your flow of thoughts..Very few..ehh
I am not a male chauvanist , but I do feel that girls of my age generally lack that, the ability to listen..
Alas! This writing can do wonders..I feel lot better now.

Good bye !

To my room mate. Vimal, who is going to US for higher studies. I am not good at poetry.

I don't know whether this can be called as a poem or not. Since i could not express my feelings in a proper way i just jotted down them.. Here it goes..

Good bye my dear..

Its been two years since we met..

since we started sharing a roof..

since we started sharing a dream..

a dream of reaching some where..

a dream of escaping, from this unfair world..

[ read it as IT ]

Congrats to you..

for your victory,you made it finally..

Congrats to you..

for your great escape, though you are leaving me behind

I won't forget the moments, we had..

the beers we shared..

the fights and laughters we had..

Thank you my dear, Thank you for everything..

and wishing you the best..

Am gonna miss you!

Sidhartha

"Shit .. what did I do yesterday..I won't drink again! "- the stereotype dialogue of anybody who got knocked off in a previous day's party ! This was exactly my mood when i woke up today..I got drunk in yesterday's party .. and completely forgot about me..my aim..I was supposed to take a mock test in the morning..:(

In my last post i mentioned about blogging "daily" .. Well ..that never worked out..and I dont think ever gona work out!! (yeah at times I m pesimistic ) It is not that I was too busy ..I have been sitting idle for the past one week, sitting and day dreaming..but only one problem, sitting next to my PM!! What is worser than this that could happen to me ! [like idi vettiyavante thalem thenga veenu !]I had to bear with his occasional glances with a look " Nothing to do..ehh ?" So that was my situation..i know this is just an excuse for not being punctual at blogging..yet it is the fact..Ntire week went like that..So I planned lots of things to do on this week end..But the truth is I didn't do anything! I wasted yesterday and thought of taking that test today.. But that also miserably failed..I went for a treat and got drunk! :) So today, I am disappointed..at the same time I am thankful to my friends for those wonderfull moments at the B A R. :D

I wasted my day[to day] regretting " why am i wasting time !! " .. it went on and on unitll

i realised "an idle mind is the Devil's workshop" So i gota do something, something to prevent my mind from wandering..that lead me to read Sidhartha, by Herment Hesse. The book is really intersting..i dont know when..i fell asleep..[deep silence .. ]

Alas ! when I woke up I am new man ! I got the inspiration .. the stuf i was searching for..I am starting off my journey.. right away..in search of my destiny ..like the Brahmin son Sidhartha..