-Dare To Dream Ur Own Dream-

DREAM : a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep

Like every other child I too dreamed alot..i wanted to be a scientist when i was about 9..inspired by the stories of Edison..used to do lota kiddish experiments with lens and prisms..that went on for nearly 4 - 5 years..till i realised the path to reach there is too difficult ..then it got changed to Doctor ( may be inspired by some hard core mallu movies .., where hero is the symbol of altruism, who treats the poor with out acepting a pennie.. ) then came the age of 14-15, the age when you realise more about " you" and more about the"girl" sitting next to you..

I think a lilte bit of my past is worth mentioning.. I was very shy student ..dealing with girls..! ( Yeah..u gota believe me here )

As there was no Doctors in my family, my world was too small to include all sorts of doctors.. for me a doctor was just a Gynacologist..! and how can i be one, if i dont like touching a female patient ?? for that single reason i dropped that idea..What to do next..?? I did a lota brain storming..prayed to the Almighty..

Please gime a goal...

just one, for the sake of answering to some teachers .. So- many came to my mind..rite from politician (yeah its a heavily paid job now a days..) to Rocket Scientist..the list is endless..

finally i narrowed it down to Engineer..Some how I made my mind to opt for taking up maths stream for my PDC..coz i hate maths..

Finally i got a goal..being a Engineer, that too from any of the REC's .. I worked hard..and as usual hard work never got un paid..I got into one of the finest engineering colleges in India..NIT Calicut..and after 4 years i realised I didn't learn anything .. at the same time I lost something ..

the courage to dream..i lost all my confidence ..may be after trying to compete with my fellow NITians, I realised I am nothing in this world..and i felt i am just a big ZERO.. and I ended up here in an Indian MNC writing some junk codes or breaking my head over some stupid issues..even now that feeling is creeping inside..how long i will survive here? How long i walk away from my destiny..and now i m struggling to go back..go back to child hood, so that i can start dreaming about becoming something..and who knows one day i will become that something in my dreams..!

"You have a dream you dared to dream
It started long ago
But the road ahead seems hard and long
And you feel your strengths are few
You've seen so many try and fail
And discouragement's set in
And see the roadway to success
As what's already been


But new roads are paved with each new day
They have a place to go
They wait for one with sight to see
And faith to guide them through


The road signs mark the way ahead
The dream calls loud and clear
And you will find along the way
True friends are always near
You do not have to walk alone
For you'll find a helping hand


So should discouragement set in
Together you will stand
Hold fast your dream
Make faith your stay
Meet the challenge face to face
And believe the road that lies ahead
Is the road to your success "